Sunday, September 11, 2011

well things have changed a lot

Sorry i havent bloged for a few week but life has changed a bit

My contract was cut short at work so iam now looking for a new job :-(
 but thats life as a comtractor
so this has left me with no reson not to be me
for about 1 1/2 months now apart from job intervews and haveing my kids every other week i have spent the rest of the time Fem and now it is very hard to even think of going back to him mode .
that means 24/7 her and boy dos tyhat feel good.

So i am finaly living as a should

I havd done everything as me even been to my doctors
for a normal  checkup and had him jumping throw hops to be helpfull iam going back to see him next week to descus my gender identity and he is talking about local phyc apointment and telling me there is no problem with funding in my area the practice already has 3 Trans people on the books 2 post op and 1 pre
As this is a new doctor to me after moving house it looks like i have fallen on my feet :-)

I have had some job interverw but no job just yet
I have even been to 2 interbvews drerssed properly so its looking less and less like ly i will be reterning to him if i can get a job \ contract as the real me 

The only problem will be the Ex's reaction as she will more than likely try to stop me seeing the kids
so life has changed


Jenny said...

As I said the other day, just stick with Nikki at interview, start as you mean to go on!

Nikki T said...

i no what your saying
but iam alraedy missing my kids and if i whent full time i would end up loosing them

i have to get some more things in place lifes never easy and my Ex is that much of a bitch
but you are right going back to him dosnt work any more not that it ever did
I am appling for jobs as me but i need to start earning as soon as posible so if i have to take a 3 to 6 month comtract to servie i will but his days are numbered

Becca said...

I am pleased that life is beggining to come together. I hope that you find some work soon - I appreciate that there may need to be some compromises here - but they are just that - short term compomises.

As for the children - I hope it doesn't come to that. I know you don't need me to say that kids thrive with parents attention - it would be so cruel of your ex to deny them your love and support.