I will be moving in to My own House away form the Family home with in the next 2 weeks
This is a time off mixed feeling Grate Joy in being o my own and away from the My X and her bitter feeelings towords me ( living in this limbo land for the last 6 months ).
but grate sadness i did not wount to cause her so much hurt and pain i truly marred her for life and still have grate fellings for her even if the prosses off dovorce have made are relasionship even more strained than thay where already
But the most important thig is my Boys thay mean so much to me and i now that leaveing them is the hardist thing i will ever do my ex is being an ar*** and is making access to them as difficult as posible
makeing it imposible for me to have them for more than both afternoons every other weekend this will make haveing them overnight imposible and restrict what and where i can tack them :-(
but all i can do at this point is look forwood to moving and setting up my new home I have already got most of the furniture i need and kitchen shuff
Things will be a bit basic for a littel while but it will be my home where i can be me